What Im REALLY thinking

What Im REALLY thinking

Here's what I think...

To begin, Lets think of love shall we?

Love at first site. Is there such a thing? There is only one answer, and that would be no. Love is a chemical compound in your brain. Cause by actions, not looks. Words, not apperances. How can you fall in love with someone you've never spoken with? It's then Lust. Your hormones are raging and when you see something pleasing to the eye you MUST have it. Love at first site was first made by some author. An author with no creativity or heart. Instead of lengthening his love story, he simple put "and it was love at first sight," because he was unimaginative and desided to skip the real parts. If it wasn't for the mistake this one author made, perhaps, there would be no lust in the world.
This brings me to my next point. How is something pleasing to the eye? Par say, there are people who you find beautiful, and those you find unattractive. But how can this be? all they are is fabric, flesh? With a different shape? A different colour? We find Hair un attractive, we find Fat unattractive, but why? anything animal sized is "cute" so does this mean dwarfs or "little people" are cute? Most people find them unattractive, where as , women with long legs, or buff men who reach over whelming hieghts get this lable "hot" which to me is just a temparature. Do you understand that atleast?

A thought about dreams

Here I am. Its time to write. That movie. Crying upwards. What does it mean. How can something I watch make me have these feelings. I felt like I was in love when I saw them falling. Not making much sense now am I? maybe you just watched what I did, and you know what Im talking about. If not, its your own problem. I dont feel like explaining. Sometimes I feel like my whole life is a dream, and it makes me wonder. Whos dream is it? Are they even enjoying it? Am I living someone elses nightmare? Or am I fofilling their image of a perfect life. when I think about things like that, I never look at life the same. If I am someones dream, then when I sleep, they must be awake, and I dream THEIR life.. maybe it works like that. When either of us sleeps, we see the other living.. and think of it as our own dreams.
De-ja-vous! She just froze there, thinking, this has happened before... but no, it hasn't. If you have a dream, and you wake up, you may remember it, you may not. If not, your subcontiounce will. If something, ANYTHING, realivent to the dream occurs sometime through-out the day, you will think "this HAD to have happened before, but where??" and you are completely unaware it is just a dream you are remembering. But then again, Your dreams may be someone elses reality. So that makes it equally likely that you have a de-ja-vous. Sometimes I get feelings I have been somewhere before, and something horible happened. It may just be at an intersection I drive by each day, or it might be somewhere ive actually never been. Wherever it is, I get these feelings. Maybe, the person who dreams my reality, lives near me. They see those all the time, and when they see them, and I see them in my sleep, maybe then it is fermilliar. And if it's in a place you've never been, maybe they live there. When you meet someone you SWEAR you've met before, maybe it is a friend of the person who dreams your life. Who knows. One day I hope to find that person. I can ask them questions, they can ask me. Maybe they are a horible person? Maybe thats why I can't dream about things I want to. I frequently have bad dreams. Maybe when you can't remember a dream, or you dont sleep, its because they are asleep too. Maybe there are no dreams for either of you, becuase none of you are doing anything.

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God of Consumerism.

There are so many people in the world that don't apprehend whats really occurring down there in Iraq. Now dont get me wrong, I'm not an expert on the predicament either. But at least my insite has to do with research, and not just what the gouverment has to say about the complication. People are overwhelmed by overbearing advertisments about the war. They filter the pictures so us, the public, is only exposed to that of which they think we need to see in order to win us over to there side and agree with the president of the united states in that war is beneficial.
Nobodies a winner when it comes to war. NOBODY. Yet all these unstudious minds are being manipulated like dough in the deciving hands of President Bush. This war is nothing but a publicity stunt. Making bush seem inteligent, superior and above all, POWERFUL. Its as if the situation is "Laugh or be laughed at." They are inforcing that you believe it is right because he IS the president.. he MUST be right. And if ANYONE states his or her opinions they should be destroyed.
Famous people are changing there opinion so as not to loose there fame. Because we all whitnesed as The Dixie Chicks stated their opinion, and minutes later, people were smashing there Cds. Its as if there music has nothing to do with it. "Fame" is just another word for popularity. It doesn't matter what you did to get there, once your there, that doesnt matter. Then you just have to keep your reputation alive. Your life is written out in magazines, and brodcasted to the public eye. Nobody needs to hear about there lives but them.
This war in Iraq wasnt for revenge. It was designed for profiteering. There are 4000 children dieing per hour in the world of starvation, meanwhile America is using billions of dollars on bombs, creating a shower of death.
I pitty the mindless americans who obsorb everything there told.